Dear self, stop dwelling over the past. Nobody can change it. Live your life to the best you can and enjoy. Spend time with the ones you love, don’t worry about others, study hard and work hard. Go towards your goal, work towards it. You will succeed one day for you will be better. Those who genuinely care about for you will stay by your side, you are through a lot and you’ve learnt a lot. You are strong and you will get stronger. Do what you love and keep on working towards your goal. Poly or jc, doctor or nurse, or something else make sure you are happy, make sure you are also grateful for whatever that you have.