I make his dreams as my dreams also.

A few months ago, I was frustated till I can't live my life. I gotcha this a new friends. He buil me up. He help more than a friends need. Deep in my heart, me started to love him.Yes I admit i'm falling inlove with this guy. Unfortunately, we just like more to BFF. but one day, happen one an accident of story, we never talk each other and became friends like before till now. I miss him so much, but me as a good friend, me need to allow him choose his life. Not to block al his way. But deep inside my heart me still love him. As ussual, me as a friend always support him to achieve his dreams. I make his dreams as my dreams also. Nobody know how hard I am to face him no matter what because he was friends among us. sometimes me being jerk just because to avoid him. I really doesnt know why Im doing like that. Deep inside my heart, I just want to look he happy, and become a succesfull person.