Broke through by trusting my God.
I think it was after entering university that I started struggling with the constant thought that I'm not good enough. I feel inadequate whenever I compare my work with my classmates' and I wonder whether I'd be able to improve and do as well as them. There came one time when we had to apply for internships and it didn't go very well for me. I was very interested in this particular company and was waiting for their reply after the interview, when a friend of mine told me that her friend had already received an offer from them. I was devastated that the company didn't even bother to get back to me and I began to doubt myself and my abilities again. In the night when I was feeling lousy about myself, God picked me up and showed me who He is and who I can be. He said, to trust in Him and lean not on my own understanding. He said, in all my ways submit to Him and He will make my paths straight. I wrestled with this insecurity but broke through by trusting my God who comforted and led me. Eventually, I accepted another company's offer and have already completed my 5-month stint there now, which I really enjoyed and have learnt a lot. Thank you Jesus for seeing and bringing out the best in me!