He picked me up again and again.

The Best of Me is this 'friend' that I have met in one of my toughest periods. I was 14 years old. I can't remember how we met. I can't remember how he look like, and I can't remember his name. All I remember is at that point in time, I would wake up every morning and hope that my heart would stop beating. Until he came into my life. No matter how 'ugly' I get, he would always be smiling at me. He would always say this to me. "I know that you are not that kind of person!". He picked me up again and again.

I am really sorry. I shouldn't have said those kind of stuff to you. I hope you know that I don't mean them. I can never thank you enough for entering into my life. I hope that I can take back what I've said to you. I hope that I can turn back time. Back to that period where you still exist. I want to tell you that you make me realise the meaning and purpose of my life. You meant the whole world to me. You still do. You are the reason why I stop giving up so easily. You are the reason why I want to live my life to the fullest. I really wish that I can thank you in person. But I know that even though you are not in this world anymore, you would still be able to receive my feelings. Because you are the best of me. You are my soul mate. I want to say that I am sorry. I miss you a lot. I Love You. And, Thank You for existing and for everything that you have done for me. Thank you so much. :)
Jue Yi Liew