You were gone before I knew it.

Everyone has a best friend,someone who knows all your secrets and someone who you talk to everyday, and someone who could put a smile on your face no matter how sad you might be. You should also know that when I was writing this story I had tears in my eyes thinking about my past. I've been friends with him for about four years now. We got to know each other really well, and obviously we became best friends. Somehow, somewhere down the road, I fell for him and so did he. Due to some unforeseen circumstances, we could never be with each other (in a relationship) but we are still best friends. My dear best friend, if you ever see this, I just want you to know that, You're so far away, yet right in my heart. I love you more than you will know, but I guess it's not meant to be. No farewell words were said, no time to say goodbye. You were gone before I knew it and only God knows why. My heart still aches and tears still flow. What it meant to lose you no one will ever know. I'll tell you what real love is. it is blind devotion, unquestioning self-humiliation, utter submission, trust and belief against yourself and against the whole world, giving up your whole heart and soul to the smiter- as I did! If there was anything I could do to get the person I love back, my life would feel complete. Nobody could ever burn a light as bright as the one you’ve lit in my heart.Whatever the world moves us away your name will remain chiseled in my heart!
Shona Sidhu