I've been bullied by my own self.

I've been bullied by my own self.

I am an introvert during my childhood and I like being alone. Even with my own parents, I rarely have conversations. I only talk when being asked and, I was also a stubborn kid. Always been hit and punished by my dad for not obeying his orders. On 2002, my parents got divorced and my personality become more introvert than before. I rarely talk to others, and sometimes I didn't tell anybody that I am hungry or starving even with my dad. My intention is not to let them worry about me but it makes me feel sick instead.

Instead of befriending with good kids, I like to mingle around with the kids who like to smoke and playing truant in school. I started to smoke at 9 years old. From there, I like to going out at night even at my young age. They may influence me to smoke but my personality that is hard to say no makes me easy to be influenced. And the family problems that I am facing during that time only made it even worse.

After my dad getting married with my step mom, my personality getting better as she always concerning about my studies at school. She really took good care of me after she got my little sister as her own child. That was the game-changer of my life to become better as a person and not involving in any mischievous acts after that. If not, I will still a problematic kids who likes to make some chaos right now. Or maybe I will not be here completing my last semester of degree study.
Syafik Hamidi